Thursday, December 06, 2007
Wednesday ended on a really sad note.
Although its 1am on Thursday now.
Well, I'm just feeling really emo about how things are now. Someone from church, Colin just passed away. I'm unsure of his age, I reckon he's about 30s to 40s. Words cant describe how I'm feeling now. Although I ain't really close to him, or vaguely even know him. But I sense he was a really nice man. He made my confirmation camp really interesting cause of his talks. And he was telling us about what he was suffering from. He lasted when I was Sec 3 till Today. A really great achievement and endurance. But its really really very sad to see him leave. He overcomed one major obstacle initially and we thought he was safe from more harm.
Every single year, I'm experiencing it. My grandma, my ij friends, my grandpa, my AUNT, my church friend. 5 consecutive years.
Its damn sad.
And the common tests are making me feel really exhausted. Molecular bio, Math, and worse still Instru and Analytical Chem. Havent fucking touched the damn first page of the fucking lecture. Thats 19 lectures + 4 practicals.
My cosmetics, scarfs, tees from threadless, and bags are coming soon. Just for the Beijing Trip.
Now, I am declared fucking broke.
1:14 AM, goodnight