I fucking hate this. Its fucking hard to endure, much less deal with it.

Its on the verge of my patience, and I'm about to break.

So much that I go home with fear every single day. Everyday is the same old fucking thing.

When things are wanted, we've to do to her bidding. And if we FAIL to do so, we get shit, and yelled at. Her theory of 'Everything must do now'. And if we're angry/pissed, we get shit also.
And there she goes, digging up shit from the past and relating it to present day.
And if we start emo-ing in our own rooms, doing our own stuffs, also kena.
wtf is this.

I need people.

At least to listen to my woes. And company to drown my sorrows.


SCHOOL'S GONNA SUCK TOMORROW.
I doubt I'll be in a very good mood. Its definitely hard to put a brave front.

And because of this, no tertiary fling for me.

Fuck number 4. Fuck the month of April.
Everything, literally all the bad things happened in the month of April.
It just had to start on April Fool's and get fooled by that bastard.