JEAN CHIN
Because the world is round, it turns me on.
20TH JULY 88
Peranakan
LOVES
MOD Vintage
Shopping
Splurging on gadgets
Fashion & Design
Clubbing
Drinking
Crafting
Bags,bangles, rings
Making Accessories
BLACK OR WHITE
Sunday, April 09, 2006
I had erm, a so called heart-to-heart talk with my mom and sister this afternoon, because, I was so pissed off, I just had to say it out. It sort of lasted till evening. And I really think that they really make a lot of sense in their deductions and such. Cause, they've met more people from ALL walks of life than me, and what they said has strucked me. And now, I have different perspectives in life now(sort of). Well, not exactly about life, but erm, you know... In general. But what they said is indeed true. I cannot always do that. Cause, in the end, nobody appreciates it so there is no point. Okay, its NOT all about appreciating or whatsoever. In short, nobody cares. I should do otherwise. Now I see it. I was actually dumb enough to keep giving in time and time again. Of course I know, one has to give in occassionally or so. But, according to them, I tend to give in too much of an extent, on such that I've totally lost my sense of direction (its not drugs). Okay, slept till 2 plus, fell sick and had to take medicine. Had lunch and went back to sleep again. Then, mom came back from her choir practice and she asked to go out. So, I didnt have a choice or else I would be alone at home. Shopped for a lot of things. I was happy, for once and finally this week.
Black and White. And yet, there is still much difficulty to differentiate which friend cares for u and who doesnt. Cause, some are simple just two or three-faced. Hence the difficulty. It happens, all the time, for everyone and everywhere.
Black is known for being classy, elegant, hot, dull and boring.
However, White is known for being pure, simple, "Holy" because priests and altar boys wear a white robe. It is so fucking simple to differentiate the colors Black and White. BUT why does it have to be so difficult otherwise? (If you get what I mean.) I think its Karma. I think its Karma. I think it is Karma who causes all these shit to occur.
Ok, it IS Karma.
It simply doesnt matter if you're black or white.
And I was told about Equality And it's true
Either you're Wrong Or You're right
I am tired of this Devil
I am tired of this Stuff
I am tired of his Business
Sew when the going gets rough.
Bev and I are simply on the same boat, and we sail very well together, I presume. It seriously surprises me. I am always a sad person. I want to be very very happy!!!
Wah lau eh, of all days, I cant make it tomorrow. I want to watch Inside Man so darn badly. And, I just had to have this Virgil thing on Saturday !!! WHY WHY WHY!!!
Haha, I'm so embarassed la! OMG! Mervyn made me do this funny thing on webcam! AHHHHHHHHH. Im so embarassed! But, I did the "dare". For five seconds, and I owe him another five. Hahaha.
1:22 AM, goodnight