Get Twisted.
first of all, i'm itching like nobody's business. its killing me. Those eyedrops and cream dont seem to be working. i think i asked for it. i knew it so well that im allergic to prawns, and i still went ahead to eat a dozen of them. am i crazy or what?!
Class Gathering. i must say that it was worth it, really. it really meant a lot to me to see my ex-classmates and to know their whereabouts and such. its really great to talk to them, or even see them again after 5 months or so. all those laughters we shared during the past 4 or 5 years together. i will miss it, like totally.
meeting them was indeed a great sight. its like 'WOW'.
no words can describe how i felt at that moment.
THANKS SAMM FOR THE PICS!
uploaded pics. under GATHERINGS.
what is life, seriously?
why does it always happen when you least expected it? why?!
i thought of the many possibilities. but it just didnt seem to make much sense to me.i talked to jie on the phone for 30 mins or so, and we talked about what happened or whatsoever. its really traumatising. but at the end of the day, nobody knows the answer but you, and God.
it really pains me to hear it, seriously.
i spend the whole morning crying my heart out. i couldnt help it.
i wana call somebody, but i dont know how to start the conversation.
i know, im not close to her, but.. i really dont know how to explain. is death really the main way to solve one's problems? or rather, is death really the way out?
aint there alternatives???
i really dont understand what is life, seriously.
one time its so luxurious.
and the next. its depressing.
what the fuck is life?!
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okay, because of this entry, many have misunderstood that i've intentions on commiting suicide, getting pissed off with life, etc. so i have to explain to avoid more. well, in actual fact, my aunt decided to end her life on thursday. hence that entry above..i realy couldnt accept the fact that she did it. i cried throughout the whole friday morning the moment i read the sms from my sister. no doubt i dont really know her well, it really pains me to hear that she had to die just like that. she was really a nice lady. she got along well with my other aunts, uncle, grandfather etc. now? at a blink of an eye. she's gone, and i will never see her again. she had many reasons behind that, and i sort of understood why she did that, after my uncle told us about what happened previously. my uncle is very very very sad about her departure. everyone is. i dare not see the corpse as i was afraid. heard that it was badly scratched as it was from the 4th floor. she was cremated this afternoon, which in turn made everyone more upset. i didnt go, cause i didnt know about it. however, my dad went. and he cried very badly too. its really damn sad. i really hope that death is really the way to solve her problems, and that she'll be free from her misery for eternity. please pray for her. thank you.