Friday, December 23, 2005
Lately, i'm not quite myself
Maybe, i do need some help
Just my confusion
Just my dillusion
Don't you, regret you met me
Go through, these steps you get me
Back to where we start Before i fall apart
It's a blackout, it becomes so clear
Standing face to face with everything i fear
Watch so closely but still i don't see
As bad as it seems, a piece that I might steal(?)
An ordinary life but consquences real I passed the point of reality
This isn't me, this isn't you, but it's just everything we do
Do you open up your eyes and understand this isn't real
This isn't me, this isn't you, this is everything but true
Do we come to realize it's what we put each other through
It's like a bad dream everything seems true
Leaving me with nothing else left to do
Now so hopeless, i'm not so selfish
So how does it feel to have a face like that
How does it feel to be replaced like that
Now so faceless, do you still feel
It's hard to belive right now
This seems to be real
So fading by this time(?)
So why can't i wake up
12:21 PM, goodnight