Friday, December 16, 2005
I HATE THIS FEELING.
i feel like a dying teenager. and i have serious problems.
i have this big huge problem with my stomach. every now and then, i always get a serious stomach pain, always in the morning.. my friends know exactly what happens. sigh. and now? i keep having the feeling of wanting to puke after almost every meal... see? its bad. and, even if i were to see the doctor, i dont think he'll know what exactly am i suffering from. for all you know, im suffering from gastric pain, stomach ulcer, or even worse. stomach cancer.
and to my surprise, many other people around me also do experience the same thing as i do. so, they know how i really feel...
o well.. i had a bad day dealing with this damn sickness throught out town and it was sickening.. i couldnt enjoy myself, and moreover, its this shit thats haunting me over and over again. sigh, i really think i should go n see the doctor. sigh...
MI results tomorrow, i dont know if im able to go there or not.sigh..
hate my life.
i woke up this morning, all ready to get the stuff i wanted. it took me a long time just to get them, but im happy anyway. i went to almost all of the branches jus to get them :D yeah. as usual........ o well.. I HOPE IM ABLE TO EAT AND SLEEP WELL! sigh... it is really bothering me. sigh.. oh. something made me happy today, im back into GB, and it has made me a lot happier cause i won every match. i was devastated yesterday as i lost almost all the matches. however, today i won it all back. and im back to using my old account as my avatars are limitless. this new one requires a weekly, monthly, or limitless usage payment. duh, the longer it is, the more expensive it is. i couldnt afford to buy on weekly basis. i'll b broke. so i went back to my old account. hah. yup, good to say, i have spent the $100 ck tang voucher already. and i hav bought an item on my wishlist. :D but nah, im not cancelling it. haha.
12:40 AM, goodnight