JEAN CHIN
Because the world is round, it turns me on.
20TH JULY 88
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LOVES
MOD Vintage
Shopping
Splurging on gadgets
Fashion & Design
Clubbing
Drinking
Crafting
Bags,bangles, rings
Making Accessories
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
I've been hiding from God and I almost got away
but now it's all coming back and it's time for me to stay
I see it all pass me by in my hibernated state now
I am here once again and it's time to meet my faith
I've got life
Just give me time to find
Whatever it is it will be allright
Forever by your side
I've got life
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i fought with a friend today. it was a misunderstanding.. so obvious. and ended up fighting! things started to turn nasty.. to the extend of getting nearly half of the class involved.everyone was telling each other to relax and all.. how can we when we were wrongly accused? i was very pissed seriously speaking. i dont know where the hell you heard it.. but the thing is WE DIDNT SAY ANYTHING. i tried explaining NICELY. but unfortunately, she couldnt control herself so she started to shout again. fine! get everyone involved. and making another cry. i didnt. cause i see no point crying.. and moreover, she insulted God, saying that he didnt teach us whats right and whats wrong thats why theres people like Us. FINE! u can insult me, but dont ever insult my God. then, u said u were talking about us not our religion. then why did u say the word religion AT ALL?! isnt what tjl was saying? dont come anyhow say about my god and because of god, we have pple like us right? so sacastic hor. how the hell would i know you were talking to her only. then, i dont know what the heck happened.... charmaine and i were involved. U shouted at me saying that you were only implying her. but the thing is , u wrote on the post-it paper.. "u all, u three". so it means the three of us. WE DIDNT CALL U STUPID! wah lau eh! how many times do we have to say? and did it ever occur to u? it may just be a damn dream, since u were sleeping. ( im just stating out the possibilities.) i say it again. possibilities!.and how many times do i have to repeat myself that we were discussing about clothes? fashion? make up? and all that shit that girls talk about int heir daily lives.?!. you just dont wana sit down and listen to us settle it properly. told u already. i'm talking to u nicely. so u too talk to me nicely... dont anyhow shout n shout. end up....jump into conculsions. theres nothing i can do la. told u already. since its bothering u. then clear it up with us! find out the reason before u even say....... ya.. go ahead and scold me again. i was just trying to explain things properly. apparently, u dont wana listen. so theres nothing i can do.
actually, i dont know what ur thinking to make us say that ur a show off in chinese. NO ONE SAID THAT. not even Geri. in actual fact, ur good in chinese, and we ADMIT it. but we didnt say that ur a show off. as said, its a misunderstanding. i'll say this again. u can insult me, but dont insult my god. i know that ur a freethinker. but that doesnt give u the right to insult god. u'll have to respect my religion like i respect urs. isnt this then called fair? moreover, i dont know if the matter is solved or not. cause i dont know what happened just now before the talk. and i dont know what ur thinking. believe it or not. we didnt talk a single bit about you. infact, ur partner keeps waking u up.. hoping n encouraging u to try to listen during lessons.[what she said.]. thats it!! if explaining and elaborating every single bit of information of what happened first thing in the morning convinces u, then so be it. we'll explain.i know myself. that i have no patitence. and i cannot tolerate stuff that i cant take; explains my shouting. and i know that we are not perfect. and we can never be perfect. obviously we have our own flaws.
in conclusion, i dont care whether ur gonna believe me or not. theres nothing i can do.and whatever it is, you're still our friend..
ENOUGH SAID.
4:38 PM, goodnight